I decided about a month ago to recess from the pagan community and focus on my children and teaching them the ways of the Goddess.  Ostara was my first Sabbat ritual that I put on myself for my family.  We had such a lovely day.  We colored eggs and put the druid symbols for the elements on them and used them in ritual.  We also made homemade flower pots out of toilet paper rolls and went outside and filled with dirt to use in ritual.  I made Lunar cookies myself since Friday was also Full Moon.  And we had a traditional feast of roast lamb, salad, and deviled eggs (made from the eggs we used during ritual).  And those are just the highlights.  I was so tired from the day that I fell asleep shortly after the feast.  Its like I found my own little community right here at home, and without all of the drive (especially with gas prices as high as they are).  All I need now is to get a sling for the baby so I can have my hands free during ritual.  At night we are saying goodnight to the sun, and hello to the moon.  I took them outside right before a storm last week so they could feel the way the wind touched their face, like the careess of the Goddess.  I hope everyone's Ostara was as lovely as mine. 

Good Night and Blessed Be